She can’t find anything to compare her test too. The closet would be the book of JOB, where it feels as though the devil has used every means he could to try and break her. Used all his tactics to spiritually abuse her. All the things that made her, her, he used against her. Her faith can’t be broken, so he just keeps pushing and pushing, it seems it’s her soul he is pursuing. She has reached many breaking points, all of which have reminded her how strong she is. She has never felt alone, because she knows because she’s got GOD, she’s got this. The hardest part is the timing, she has been ready for a blessing. But because of her faith until that day comes, she will continue to endure her suffering. She has a dream she is chasing, and a life she is building, she knows it will all work out for her good, she is just waiting on GOD’S perfect timing. She is also blessed through her test, never more than can bare, even though the circumstance seems bleak, having a bad day is actually pretty rare. Her spirit stays high, her love of GOD, and trust in his plan, gets her by.